Thursday June 25, 2020

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Last night I dreamed that I moved back into the apartment I was at and everything was A-okay. I was fine.  I showed off my SM cards and my reborn- Hope Serenity.  I showed people what a wonderful dog I had and that she was not aggressive.  

I would like to live in a place just like it but where.  Would I have to wait until I turn 55 to move into one as I am not old enough yet?  I would like a little more help to consider this.  I want to try it again but how.  I want to make my dream come true but how.  How do I make my parents realize that it would be A-okay?  Should I or should I not let my parents read this?  

Seriously when I turn 50, I want a big party.  I would like since I only eat fish and or chicken maybe a fish fry or baked or barbeque chicken--sides to go with would be salad and or mac and cheese.  I thought of even writing a speech and saying it but that would be too much, right?  lol!  

Why would Jason say that my mom stopped doing things for me starting in back in 2012?  Did she?    

What I really want to save up for is a silicone baby painted by Stephanie Ortiz.  She is a reborn artist.   I love her painting of her reborns.  

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