My feeling.

Jason is triggering my Selective Mutism. I am not sure how he triggering me. I would like to find out. 

Now when this Coronavirus all over with, I will have developed agoraphobia.  :'(  :'(  Oh well.  I am going to scream and cry if I have to isolate myself anymore than already do now as I have Selective Mutism! :'(  

When I do a live video on youtube, I feel like big glob of like cotton candy talking.  :'(  

I don't need to be isolated any more than I already am with Selective Mutism isolation and the social distancing part of Selective Mutism. :'(  I want to get better with my Selective Mutism. I want to overcome it.  I don't even know how to communicate. No wait, It's not that I don't know how to. It's that I have trouble putting my words together. Okay. so I'm stupid. :'(  



This may be random but I did come up with something like this:  
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1lzQ3Vy_TRuOMFsGB-Degyqgg4urda6NyN-xaUhV3pOU/edit#



My live YouTube Vlog.
My live YouTube Vlog
What I am doing in this video is so embarrassing!