Before this crisis.....

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Before all this coronavirus crap, I was always clean.  I always washed my hands after I used the bathroom and before?  Is that a bad thing?  Or am I OCD? I don't think that is bad at all. 



My Selective Mutism makes me feel like I can't go anywhere or do anything.  I can't take my dog for a walk-- I had that problem before back in 2013 in October.  I couldn't think of anything to say so I just told the lady I was taking pictures.  I wanted to say "I just taking pictures of clouds"  but it didn't come out that way.  :'(   The cop came and I hid behind a bush and the only time I can really speak is if I don't look at the person.  I slowly came out from behind the bush and the cop jumped on me and bruised me.  Was it okay if I pressed charges on that cop or no?  The cop had me in hand-cuffs and was about to take me to the police station.  Oh and the cop kicked my dog. :'(  I could not say please don't kick my dog, I love her. She helps me with my anxiety attacks/panic attacks.  Okay, my mom told the cops that I have autism spectrum disorder because everyone understood what was but do not understand what Selective Mutism is?  Really, they are wrong for that!  After that day... I never could take my dog, Jordan for a walk after that.   :'(

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